I write because no one listens
I love because no one cares
I eat and drink to spark fleeting flames of happiness
I exercise to scold myself for being out of shape
I think because that’s the only true control I have
I forgive others but struggle to forgive myself
I strive for perfection yet never reach it
I hold others to that standard
I am surprised when others confirm my expectations and hate myself later for it
I fail
I learn
I try again
I fail
I learn
I try again
I live the life of a sine wave
I live I love I try I fail I try again
I am
